Young girl, why?
jojotsai1012: It’s been 12 days since the break up. I’ve gone out, had meals, watched movies, drank, sang KTV with all sorts of guys, and any one of them is more handsome than he is, richer than he is. I say this only to prove that it isn’t that I can’t find guys better than him, much less me thinking him so good looking, so rich. There are a bunch of men with good circumstances around me, as friends who know me all know. It’s just that my heart is unable to accept anyone else. Every time I go out [with them], I end up crying. I force myself to smile, I tell myself “the most important part of being a person is to be happy”, I constantly hypnotize [deceive, convince] myself, but in the end I can’t hypnotize my heart. I don’t understand, if the one you choose isn’t me, why did you give me this much hope/expectations, give me this many promises? If you never thought of having a child with me, why did you let me think of a name? He said before that if his mother doesn’t agree to us getting married, he will date [remain as a couple] with me forever, getting married when we are old. This really is the most romantic words of love I’ve ever heard in my life, but it was also a lie. All of this I cannot forget, can never forget, unless I die.
jojotsai1012: Turns out all of the nightmares I had those few days were all real. All the things I dreamed of have all truly happened. It’s just that I was blind and ignorant of it all at the time, suspecting and learning of everything too late. In my life, I haven’t done any [seriously] bad things, so why subject me to this kind of torment? Life has been so miserable these past few days. I want to forget all of this, to control my mood and not be crying painfully late at night every night, but I can’t do it, there’s nothing I can do. All of this is too unfair to me, I can’t bear it.
jojotsai1012: Food is tasteless, there is no sleep in the night [unable to eat or sleep].
jojotsai1012: After I’m dead, I will haunt you day and night, I will never again leave you.
jojotsai1012: Don’t forget those beautiful things/memories we had.
Comments on Mop:
I don’t want to see stuff like this…makes me uncomfortable/sad…
I just took a screenshot, and there is a comment, I don’t know if it is real, everyone can decide for themselves.
Motherfucking are there really no good men?
I also saw this on Instagram, and I think it must be real. What a shame though, so young, how heartbroken her parents must be. Was a guy worth this?
Isn’t this a waste?
It feels like a Hong Kong horror film.
Dongguan lost one of their finest.
Sign, cherish life.
Is this real? Such a pretty girl.
Comments on Sina Weibo:
The pictures and text don’t match at all, and if she was in a bad mood, would she still still be in the mood to put on makeup, take pictures, show off her body, and then Photoshop [image editing/manipulation] the pictures to post online…? Sigh, really don’t know what she was thinking. A lack of education [instilling of healthy values], her parents bear responsibility.
A girl that Photoshops herself like this lacked self-esteem deep inside anyway. She wasn’t willing to face her real self. Her being unable to deal with a small setback/problem is also a reason. Too bad, one’s mind cannot be Photoshopped [made better].
Let me first say! Every post [on Instagram] had so many comments left by people! Were these people all eating shit [useless]! Was there no one around her who went forward to express some concern?! It take just one step [small action] to save a life! Sometimes I really feel people in this society are too indifferent [cold, distant, uncaring, apathetic, disconnected].
Why is it that I don’t see even a bit of sympathy in the comments… Sometimes missing someone deep in the night can really drive oneself crazy…
Can things posted on Mop be believed?
She had already stopped eating, drinking, sleeping, and lost the will to live, yet she still did herself up and took selfies everyday. What a sick mental state, a tragedy!
Hahaha…was she dumped after her boyfriend found out about her cosmetic surgery? Not forgetting to post selfies even in this kind of moment/situation… talk about being really dedicated [to posting selfies and sharing online]!
After seeing her pictures, I really don’t have the energy to make fun of this. I can only say that if I were that guy, I’d dump her too.